I don't know if this question is ok but i really have this doubt... I request any of the mistresses to answer my question if they think it's necessary...

i always fantasise and dream about being dominated by a women.. i always have the drive to be dominated and humiliated by a women.. but this feeling is only sexually... the rest of the times i'm only attracted to a women like anyone else... but once a women gets physically close with me... i want her to dominate me and command me..
and another point is that i find this drive to fully submit myself only towards some women and not all the women i see and find attractive...
Very very specially women who are atleast 5 years older than me... i have this drive to lay low and worship a women only if she is older than me or atleast looks older than me...

Is this natural.. am i really into the BDSM lifestyle... am i really a sub or am i a switch or am i really fit to enter this lifestyle... please do help me...