My Mistress isn't my Mistress anymore as of yesterday. Our contract was up at the end of July and we are taking a break until October. It's for very practical reasons. I'm having a surgery and will need time to recover. I'm still expected to write her on a regular basis and provide mental stimulation.

But... but... I'm so SAD! I don't want my Mistress to be without someone to wait on her hand and foot... to be there when she wants to be licked to orgasm! What if she finds someone else while I'm out of commission?

I'm usually not this upset after a contract. But then, I usually can't see myself wearing their collar for the rest of my days. Yeah, I know... bad kitty for falling in love with a Dominant. I couldn't help it though!

Does anyone have a few suggestions on how to normalize? I don't want to just up and find another Dominant for the time. I couldn't even if I wanted to, as I'll be in bed eating jello for much of the next month.

I'm having a rough time of it. I could use a hug or three.