I am definitely a Newbie who searched for a Dom for a very long time and finally found Him! Sir was was what I had been searching for. Unfortunately due to a family health crisis, we haven't been able to much more than a couple online sessions. I truly do not want to be the selfish person who gets grumpy when His family is hurting. But it has been 5 days and not one single word. I am new so crave attention from my new Dom but also insecure if I will "measure up" or not. Or worse yet Sir decided I am not worth the time to train. What is a sub to do?