Here's a thread I started just after the forum began about this very subject...

When G. I. Joe met Batgirl

...and then there was this one, where I talk about the novel "The Funhouse"..

My Little Demon: Rape

I remember the Funhouse having enormous effect on my fantasies. Naughty thoughts about monsters capturing women and touching them where people aren't allowed to touch...

As I recall, my first sexual experience was a consensual fantasy... After having a bad trip on nitrous oxide (laughing gas) in the dentist's chair, I bicycled home to see Sheila E.'s "The Glamorous Life" video on MTV. I remember racing to my bed to abuse myself until something happened. And it worked-- a pool on my belly.

I can't believe that was over twenty years ago.