Opportunity to bump an old thread? I might as well!

Anywho, earliest bondage fantasy? Hmm... it would have come about when I was 12/13 years old when I wasn't too happy with myself so I would fantasise about totally bounding myself in something, something only I could keep hold onto, until I decided it was enough. I remember trying to simulate this fantasy with blankets, but could never get it tight enough. The fantasy still plagues me to this day.

Earliest masochism fantasy? As early as I can remember dreams. I've always had dreams of being hit by something... anything. I never became scared of it, whenever the hit would come, my body would have one little jerk and that was it. I was always confused what this meant, I really didn't know why this happened. I still don't.