Early Fantasies

[Master13]

I'm curious about what kind of bdsm related fantasies people had, before they learned anything about bdsm from outside sources. For example, in my very early teens, I had a fantasy about women in bikinis being tormented by gremlin-like creatures. I can't recall most of the details anymore, but I do remember that the cretures used the women as furniture, and stuffed various gooey substances down their bikini bottems. There was no nudity. I had PG-13 fantasies back then.

[Jones, Nikka]

I used to fantasize about me and my brothers or friends from school being held captive by pirates or terrorists, and, being the only girl, being chosen as the one to be tortured in order to extract from us information about treasure or such.
In my fantasies, I would never volunteered but did not struggle much either. I imagined myself enduring floggings, dunkings, suspension, crucifixion, keelhauling and all maner of torture with nary a whimper.
I was a very well read child, and even though I did not get my hands on a copy of "The Story of O" until age 14, I had smuggled "My secret garden" and "The Hite Report" out of the public library by age seven or eight. Only when I got older (11 or 12) did a religious or sexual theme enter my fantasies.

[Lee Boudine]

I used to fantasize about me and my brothers or friends from school being held captive by pirates or terrorists, and, being the only girl, being chosen as the one to be tortured in order to extract from us information about treasure or such.
In my fantasies, I would never volunteered but did not struggle much either. I imagined myself enduring floggings, dunkings, suspension, crucifixion, keelhauling and all maner of torture with nary a whimper.
I was a very well read child, and even though I did not get my hands on a copy of "The Story of O" until age 14, I had smuggled "My secret garden" and "The Hite Report" out of the public library by age seven or eight. Only when I got older (11 or 12) did a religious or sexual theme enter my fantasies.

Dominate ! DOMINATE FEMALES ! I guess most adolescent boys are attracted to girls. It was WWII when I first ejaculated and there was propaganda about Japs and Gestapo Germans abusing women to get confessions. It is a fantasy theme that has entertained me ever since. Remember the old 'mens' mags' with bound cuties on the cover ? Graphic stimulation !

Instead of a pirate, my fantasy is a interrogator behind the bright light watching the attractive female suspect strip.......................

[Lil' peach]

Mmm pirates. Mine also involved being kidnapped by pirates, they would cut my clothes off with their cutlasses, and then the leader would bind me tightly to the ship's wheel where I would have my clit tortured and take a flogging in front of all the others. Then I would have to scrub the deck while one of them pushed my face to the floor with his big leather boots. Pretty simple really. I can't remember even why they kidnapped me, I don't think I cared enough to put that detail in.

I still like to see a guy in a big white shirt, oh yes.

I think they had more detail in them than that, I need to try and remember a bit more

Oh, and I didn't really know what my clit was, just that it was a part of me that I liked the idea of people playing around with! I think I was about 11 or 12 when I started to get these pirate fantasies, and always at bedtime, so they turned into dreams pretty quick.

[GaryWilcox]

Here's a thread I started just after the forum began about this very subject...

When G. I. Joe met Batgirl

...and then there was this one, where I talk about the novel "The Funhouse"..

My Little Demon: Rape

I remember the Funhouse having enormous effect on my fantasies. Naughty thoughts about monsters capturing women and touching them where people aren't allowed to touch...

As I recall, my first sexual experience was a consensual fantasy... After having a bad trip on nitrous oxide (laughing gas) in the dentist's chair, I bicycled home to see Sheila E.'s "The Glamorous Life" video on MTV. I remember racing to my bed to abuse myself until something happened. And it worked-- a pool on my belly.

I can't believe that was over twenty years ago.

[Lil' peach]

Thank you for the links to those threads

[GaryWilcox]

Thanks, Lil' Peach, and welcome to the forum! Anyone besides pirates ever trouble your fantasies?

Does anyone remember Space 1999? Barbara Bain, Martin Landau (Drusilla's parents!), mid-seventies? There was this one particular monster-- a mass of tendrils with a giant 'eye' in the center-- that would eat and dissolve anything in its path. I remember fantasizing about it catching a young female astronaut and dissolving just her clothes, then using it's many hands to grope and explore her party while she is trapped under it, squirming and saying 'no' a lot.

Sports Illustrated used to have a special on the making of their swimsuit issue, and I remember after seeing one in the early eighties featuring the newly discovered Kathy Ireland, I had a very complex fantasy involving her. The shoot was in Kenya, and the shoot was attacked by poachers hunting the kind of gentle game the women were posing with. The staff was killed, the models were taken captive, except for Kathy, who managed to escape and watch the whole thing taking place. Kathy was then 'saved' by huge hairy gorillas-- repeatedly 'saved', as I recall-- which is why I find Parker's "KEEPER" such a guilty pleasure...

[CCBlonde]

Thanks, Lil' Peach, and welcome to the forum! Anyone besides pirates ever trouble your fantasies?

Does anyone remember Space 1999? Barbara Bain, Martin Landau (Drusilla's parents!), mid-seventies? There was this one particular monster-- a mass of tendrils with a giant 'eye' in the center-- that would eat and dissolve anything in its path.

Well, I'll hafta ask my mom about Space 1999, but my dad had some old bubblegum cards called "Mars Attacks" (which I think you can find posted on the internet). I remember one where a giant spider was creeping towards a trapped girl. That was probably my earliest Damsels in Distress memory.

[allalone46]

Does anyone remember Space 1999? Barbara Bain, Martin Landau (Drusilla's parents!), mid-seventies? There was this one particular monster-- a mass of tendrils with a giant 'eye' in the center-- that would eat and dissolve anything in its path. I remember fantasizing about it catching a young female astronaut and dissolving just her clothes, then using it's many hands to grope and explore her party while she is trapped under it, squirming and saying 'no' a lot. As a mater of fact I did, it was the first season in a grave yard of space ships.

Sports Illustrated used to have a special on the making of their swimsuit issue, Thay still do them and some times put them on TV, or yu can bay them in vidio stores Kathy Ireland, I had a very complex fantasy involving her. The shoot was in Kenya, and the shoot was attacked by poachers hunting the kind of gentle game the women were posing with. The staff was killed, the models were taken captive, except for Kathy, who managed to escape and watch the whole thing taking place. Kathy was then 'saved' by huge hairy gorillas-- repeatedly 'saved', as I recall- Nice fantasy. Sounds like the beginings of a story.

[agp_millie]

Kathy was then 'saved' by huge hairy gorillas-- repeatedly 'saved', as I recall-- which is why I find Parker's "KEEPER" such a guilty pleasure...

And the story of the Parker's Keeper is excellent Gary and i bet if a gorilla had hold of me, even 3" would feel like a foot. lol


Anyway, hopefully, the attachments will open some eyes about gorillas, Bless them.

xxx

[Curtis]

My poor Kathy!

I'd rather see something like that happen to one of the models I DIDN'T like, such as Vendela.

Of course, with a gorilla the equipment is so small (3-6cm) that the lucky model might not even be aware that she was being saved. (Funny how a little reality can ruin a perfectly good fantasy, isn't it?)

Oh, well. My work here is done!

[GaryWilcox]

see subject <g>

[Alex Bragi]

Interesting question. Actually I used to, and I still occasionally do, fantasize about men. I mean a man dominating another man, no females involved. Even before I understood what sex (intercourse) was that was a fantasy of mine.

There’s probably a deep psychological meaning to it, but I just don’t know what it is. Please, you've got to believe me - I'm a nice normal lady otherwise, really I am!

I often wonder if other women are the same but just don’t feel comfortable admitting to it. I think some times women aren't as open about sex as men.

When was younger, I used to feel like such a freak for having desires for bdsm. I’m so grateful for sites like this and the opportunity to share with like-minded people.

[Lil' peach]

Originally posted by GaryWilcox
Thanks, Lil' Peach, and welcome to the forum! Anyone besides pirates ever trouble your fantasies?

Well sure, continuing the sci-fi theme, a few less tentacles than in yours, but I always liked the idea of mechanical encounters. Being strapped with big metal clasps to some kind of examination table and probed ruthlessly by different devices on robotic arms. No people involved.

I can't remember the film, but there's one where this woman lives in a futuristic automated house, and the computer in charge of it becomes obsessed with her and starts to become sinister and lock her in and stuff. That's probably what sparked that one. I think it straps her up with electrical cord at some point. Maybe someone knows the film I'm on about?

[Aurelius]

Ahhh! That'll be Demon Seed . The computer wants to impregnate her. I don't recollect the appearance of little half-human/half-robots. It was open-ended I think.

I'm not sure it rates as a great movie but I expect the gentlefolk of this forum will find it more 'worthwhile' than the wider public would

It's a book by Dean R Koontz, which I haven't read, but maybe that's worth checking out too?

[Curtis]

Thanks, Aurelius, I'll have to see if it's available around here. And thanks to Lil' peach for dredging up that movie. I remember seeing most of it around the Holidays on broadcast TV back when I was ten or twelve. My mother turned it off when the impregnation scene came on (and it was probably edited to begin with), but it made a big impression on me. I had nightmares for weeks!

[Dari]

I've had a couple of strange dreams, two I can remember at least, at the age of 9 or 10 that revolved around more than three men at least getting to have their way with a woman, but there wasn't really sex involved, it was rather about dominating her than anything. as far as I can remember these were the only sex-related dreams I've ever had until now, my mind appearently want's to shut off this kind if fantasy when it has the lone control

over the last years I've often fantasized about having sex with a man against my direct will but greatly enjoying that - I was quite confused in the beginnings why that aroused me more than thinking unkinky fantasies at the beginnings, but about 3 years bakc I decided that nothing was wrong with me, that I was just different but as long as I had my fun - and nobody gets hurt from private fantasies, now do they?
another pet-peeve of mine that turned up in my fantasies some years back was being captured somewhere (maybe by aliens? I never specified that), being held in a tank of liquid (but still was able to breathe without problems), with strange cup-like devices being attached to my breasts and crotch, excerting a strong sucking force, sometimes even with a dildo inside my vagina.

[Mobius]

Originally posted by Aurelius
Ahhh! That'll be Demon Seed . The computer wants to impregnate her. I don't recollect the appearance of little half-human/half-robots. It was open-ended I think.

I'm not sure it rates as a great movie but I expect the gentlefolk of this forum will find it more 'worthwhile' than the wider public would

It's a book by Dean R Koontz, which I haven't read, but maybe that's worth checking out too?

bondage.

I like that movie tek TV showed it in its uncut state a couple of months ago prety racy stuff. The computers name was "Protius" and it was one horny little terminal.

It is also kind of interesting how they (the auther) thought that the computers were going to progress to this when in reality computers have surpased this technology. No I dont mean that we have horny computers raping women with there heads in anvils but. Computers have speach vison hearing the only thing missing is them being self aware and a computer cock. (T3 )
I Liked how the screens of the computer all showed the gracfull text flowing across there screens at the blazing 300 baud.
quite sprite for the irra.

Yes when this movie was done the apple II was king of the world and no IBM pc's in site.

[LaJan]

When I got into Stephen King novels, I ran out of new ones to read and started reading Dean Koontz novels to pass the time. Since then, I have come to read those just for the almost constant inclusions of rape scenes. Funhouse was a movie based on his novel and that cheesy flick turned me on, too. For the life of me I'll never know why...

Peace.

LaJan

Originally posted by GaryWilcox
Here's a thread I started just after the forum began about this very subject...

When G. I. Joe met Batgirl

...and then there was this one, where I talk about the novel "The Funhouse"..

My Little Demon: Rape

I remember the Funhouse having enormous effect on my fantasies. Naughty thoughts about monsters capturing women and touching them where people aren't allowed to touch...

As I recall, my first sexual experience was a consensual fantasy... After having a bad trip on nitrous oxide (laughing gas) in the dentist's chair, I bicycled home to see Sheila E.'s "The Glamorous Life" video on MTV. I remember racing to my bed to abuse myself until something happened. And it worked-- a pool on my belly.

I can't believe that was over twenty years ago.

[Xelebes]

Opportunity to bump an old thread? I might as well!

Anywho, earliest bondage fantasy? Hmm... it would have come about when I was 12/13 years old when I wasn't too happy with myself so I would fantasise about totally bounding myself in something, something only I could keep hold onto, until I decided it was enough. I remember trying to simulate this fantasy with blankets, but could never get it tight enough. The fantasy still plagues me to this day.

Earliest masochism fantasy? As early as I can remember dreams. I've always had dreams of being hit by something... anything. I never became scared of it, whenever the hit would come, my body would have one little jerk and that was it. I was always confused what this meant, I really didn't know why this happened. I still don't.

[bdsmrulz]

WOW!

Great thread.
This one made me think for a few minutes.

My earliest fantasies that I can remember, were at the age of 11. I had just discovered masturbation on my own. I remember laying in bed at night thinking about two female burglers dressed in black breaking in and tying me up. They would put something sharp in their pussy with the sharp point down and screw me. What is funny is I didnt get the birds and bees lecture until I was 12. I guess I was either one very perceptive pervy 11y/o or I had picked it up somewhere, ahthough I dont have a clue where.

[slavelucy]

...early wank fantasies...ahhh, the memories *gazes into middle distance*

Mine (at approx age 11) seemed to involved me being tied up, surrounded by, um...men (oh, to be the centre of so much attention! Albeit cruel attention )..men who did not have honourable intent. Dialogue has always been very important to me..in both fantasies and in a scene..and i seemed to develop a specific way of dealing with this. There was always some innocent, decent, all round 'good egg' amongst the men, who had been introduced to this, er, situation by one of the others, who was a work friend or something. He made a series of 'doing the right thing comment's ('oh, you should let her go' 'what on earth do you want her here for anyway?' - naive fool!)...these comments enabled the other characters to come out with increasingly pervy and cruel lines..in fact, often, i'd get off before actually getting to them doing anything...hee hee!

*blushing madly*

Later, it moved on to some sort of terrorists kidnapping me and torturing me or using me (sexually)..i have no idea what sort of terrorists they were or what they were terrorizing in the name of - LOL.

And, now..ah, well, if i told you, i'd have to kill ya.

sl

[Dslave]

My first "fantasies" were to be captured (kidnapped) and raised as an animal which included being trained and taught to please a man. Oddly enough, I had these fantasies when I was VERY young. I also used to play "Jeannie" alot (from I Dream Of Jeannie) where I wanted a "Master". Those are the two big fantasies I remember when I was younger.

[LaJan]

OMG. How in the world did we have the same fantasy from the opposite sides of the ... uh... "headboard"? LOL! In my fantasy, I was always that nerdy one who wanted to be 'a part of the guys' but didn't have a clue what they were doing until I got there. I was the "good egg" saying, "Come on, let her go!" or "What if someone comes and catches you guys messing with her?" The bad part was that I was also the one that did the first "using" since I was the only virgin. The even worst part was that I was the one that never seemed to get enough and kept coming back for more and more.

I can't remember how old I was at the time but, many years later, I rented a truly horrid movie called "I Spit On Your Grave" (Don't even think about seeing it. If you haven't already, you're better off! ) and there was a nerdy guy in it who started out being too shy to "use" the girl in front of his buddies but got into the act after a while.

OK, now I'm totally embarrassed... (sigh)

...early wank fantasies...ahhh, the memories *gazes into middle distance*

Mine (at approx age 11) seemed to involved me being tied up, surrounded by, um...men (oh, to be the centre of so much attention! Albeit cruel attention )..men who did not have honourable intent. Dialogue has always been very important to me..in both fantasies and in a scene..and i seemed to develop a specific way of dealing with this. There was always some innocent, decent, all round 'good egg' amongst the men, who had been introduced to this, er, situation by one of the others, who was a work friend or something. He made a series of 'doing the right thing comment's ('oh, you should let her go' 'what on earth do you want her here for anyway?' - naive fool!)...these comments enabled the other characters to come out with increasingly pervy and cruel lines..in fact, often, i'd get off before actually getting to them doing anything...hee hee!

*blushing madly*

Later, it moved on to some sort of terrorists kidnapping me and torturing me or using me (sexually)..i have no idea what sort of terrorists they were or what they were terrorizing in the name of - LOL.

And, now..ah, well, if i told you, i'd have to kill ya.

sl

[himind]

My earliest fantasies that I remember involved a couple of my teachers from school.I'd imagine going to their home on some pretext or the other and then either mastering them or submitting them(depending on the particular teacher I was fantasizing about!). I also rememebr reading a report about some female who was raped by a doctor on the examining table and that became my fantasy for some while.One thing I do remember clearly is that I always dreamed about submitting to the kind of female who would never attract me in real life

[asianlover]

wel uhmm okej here's my fantasy ...
wel uhmmm....
here it goes hihihi
okej i meet pretty asian gurl...
then we go go home{dont mind which one}
then we wil fight some time and then i wil kis here....
then i will take here cloths off and slap here as.
i wil then tie here hands together..and tie that to my {or here} bed.
then i will play with here..{i dont know if i must tell details so ask if you wanne details} i think i will beat here also many times ....and whip here......then i rape here{or not}..then i wil let here go ihhihihi... .

but i must say now...that i dont know if you have it..but somethims i have veryy strong fantasy of beating gurl almost to death i dont know why but i like blood and stufff..
btw i'm getting help for that with psgygo...
they say its because i watch horror movies when i'm little {hellraiser rulsss}..
but okej....that whas fantasy ask if you want some to need

[azraelle]

I have wanted to be suspended, with my hands spread apart--that was always very important because I felt that it would hurt more than to have them bound together--and whipped for nearly as long as I can remember, for trumped up or imaginary offenses. This was well before puberty, BTW. I first imagined my dad doing it, then others, eventually my wife (never actually happened), then by other fantasized women, preferably accompanied by going without food for several days as well. Or being dropped off on the outskirts of Las Vegas (a fairly small place in the early 60's), naked, and being forced to walk home (~4-5 miles), obviously barefoot, mostly at night, through the stickers and cacti, without food or water.

And no I wasn't abused as a child growing up, other than the occasional spanking, unless you count having to listen to my dad brow-beating my mother most of the time for her apparent (in his perfectionist eyes) weaknesses and foibles.

[tkk098]

yay, first post. Anyway. I started getting interests in bdsm a little bit before I turned 10, or right afterwards. Eitherway, about 8 years ago. The first things I tryed was self-bondage with whatever I could come up with, whether using clothing as a rope, or taking string necklaces. I grew interested in it quickly over time. I did not find out much more about the subject for a few years atleast. I've been a sub pretty much as long as I can remember because I loved being tied up, and was interested in knowing what it would be like to get screwed in the ass, by someone of either sex. I never really had the chance to become a dom. type of person cause I wasn't really ever given that chance in my middle school years. Hope I answered things o.o

[badspyro]

My first real bondage fantasy was also at the age of 10, after reading a book, which I later found out was written by L.J. smith, where I am female, in a swimsuit, standing in the middle of a room.
Then a woman walks up to me, and fits on a straitjacket and scuba mouthpiece in and adds on the goggles, while I am being bound and weighted along my body.
Finally i am put in a huge steel coffin, which is then filled with water, and my body floats in the center of the tank.
I am left there infinitely to go insane on my own, with no chance of freedom ever.

I didn't know much about the biology of it at the time, so it was rather simplistic. Sadly, the book is out of print now, although it was probably way too old for me at that point in time (or so my parents would have thought lol)
Badspyro

[Claire191]

I have had bondage fantasies as long as I can remember... and here are a few that have stuck with me!

One of my recurring ones was that I would have done something wrong, angered a male friend of mine, and he would sort of coldly come at me and restrain me. A few different things could happen after that:

He would leave me to a weird plant that would start winding its tendrils around my ankles, and as I struggled it would envelop my whole body, binding my hands and covering my mouth and eventually my eyes as well, I was then dragged into a chasm in the ground where I was hung in my plant cocoon indefinetly.

Another was that he would be angry and we would wrestle around for awhile, and then he would bring me into a dungeon of sorts after managing to tie my hands (a major struggle involved!) and often another male friend would be in the dungeon restrained and gagged. The first guy would then humiliate us together, but never in a blatantly sexual way.

One of my earliest fantasies would be that when I used to roll myself in my sheets (burritto style) my best friend, who was a guy who slept over a lot when we were little, would jump on me and duct tape around me or something, so I couldn't get out, and maybe tickle me or something.

Those are just a few! I could keep going for many more....