Sarahj
Registered User

About Sarahj

BDSM Role:

submissive

Gender:

female

Status:

Looking for a Mentor only

BDSM Interests:

anal, oral, nipple and breast torture, restraints, blindfold, and many I can't even think of yet

A Bit About Yourself:

I am backing away for a while. A wise man I know told me and he's right by the way.....you cannot give control of you to someone if you don't have it to give. I don't have it right now. I will continue to look for a mentor who is exactly that; no more, no less. Someone who will help me to grow and learn myself first, so that when I finally have control of myself, my submission to someone else will be whole and complete. Do not contact me to play. Until I am strong and confident again, I will not play or give my submission on a part time basis. For my friends here...you are still my friends. And I know you understand my decision. Please do not be strangers.


Journey

I woke up this morning after a very frustrating confusing week. And I thought….have I committed to this search for me? Or have I been on the fringe only experiencing and committing to that which is comfortable. Am I backing off mentally when “the going gets tough?” Laughing, joking, shrug

Vanilla Interests:

reading, movies, music, the outdoors and quiet time spent with a special someone

Location:

Upstate NY