sitha*
The Dark Side

that little dressing down has hurt me more then just about anything so far...

and here i thought i felt bad already.......


i understand

i have........disappointed.

and now i can barley breathe..........

well...........

this was a fucked up day!

ive lost a friend most likely........or it will never be the same.....

i gained a friend......and in doing so most likely lost a second friend.....

ive pissed of a good deal many more........and gotten closer to another......


what the fuck is wrong with my life.....


YOU DO NOT TASK DOMS!!!...I DONT CARE IF YOU THINK ITS ...CUTE OR FUN.......YOU DO NOT TASK DOMS...

christ....how hard is that to explain to people????

bangs head on the keyboard........

how much more hurt must i endure........

I do not understand women......why do they all look upon me as a threat?..

i have no agenda....i want nothing....i need nothing....

i find a friend i can trust.....to have that friendship......taken away. Because i am view as a threat.......

one more painful blow after another....will this never end...

This is evil fucking free fall drop from......hell.

no stops....no control....

and why must i always want the.....impossible??...

note to self........I MUST NOT SLEEP......it is to dangerous......

i am reminded of who i am............. and it feels good.....and terribly sad...

taking me back

implies

that you let me go...........

tears of saddens
tears of pain
tears of loneliness
tears of confusion
tears of the soul