I will admit YOU are very bratty at times =) and its one of the many reasons I love you and am so very complete when I am with you.

Like my pet Ahmandi2 I am super new to this site(and super new to the more dominating side of myself) I've always felt something missing from my sexual encounters but have never felt as complete as when I begin to let go and lose myself in this side of myself that somehow has always felt like its been there. I truly adore this woman with all my heart and soul. Even in her subjugation she is my equal in love and all things.(I always try to bear this in mind) While taking my first attentive steps with her I realize I need advise as well as direction I truly wish to make her dream a reality and truly just OWN her. (Brings a warm smile to my lips thinking about doing so.) However while yes I have dabbled in Knots( professional only) I do seek advise on erotic knots and rope use. As well as use of a flog I believe I have the control down to an alright level. (my inner thigh providing a fair litmus) But still feel somewhat at a loss I wish to use it more than just a disciplinary tool but one for arousal as well.
In the end the main thesis is this : I look to find a balance between light and dark and while not a full lifestyle when we are together to calm our hearts and communicate upon a very deep intimate level.