Problems

[thir]

I am very eager and willing, but i am starting a new job, moving into a new place, and we live in different time zones, so we are always either missing each other, or being forced to postpone our lessons. I hate the thought that i am disappointing someone, and find that i am always apologizing for something, even when i know in my heart i am trying as hard as i can to please.

Is this even worth the time? I am very close to my friend that introduced me to Sir, and i dont want to hurt anyone. I have sent a message to Sir, explaining my circumstances, and asking; graciously and humbly, that we hold off on the lessons till i am in a better place.....but would that even work?

Why should it not work? Being a sub does not mean that you can change reality, daily life is always there as well and cannot be ignored.

Personally I think you are being responsible by realizing and then pointing out that you are right now in a situation where you cannot be of service as you would like, and that you therefore have to withdraw for a while. Being a sub does not mean that you do not take responsibilities - or decisions.

The comment about always apoligizing for something rings a little warning bell in my head. If you always have to apologize, something in the situation isn't right. I just feel like saying that if it happens in a stable situation (as opposed to the transition you are living right now) I would take it as a sign that something needs to be talked about or adjusted.