I can't tell you all how impressed i am by your stories. They all seem to come right from the heart and with the internet so full of D/s related "Jerry Springer type" crap, it's completely refreshing to read the words you all have posted.

When I get a chance to collect my thoughts and sit down uninterrupted, I'll ad my story as well.

While the ink is still drying on the last reply however, I'd love to ask you reverie, specifically about your children. If you look back on the decisions you made, about keeping this yourning bottled, would you say it was the right thing to do, not as a whole, but at the very least, for your children? Now that you've managed to live "freely", would you have made the same decisions then, knowing what you know now?

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