I am sorry for your problems with people. I myself have not experienced them, as I come from a largely non-religious culture. But my guess would be that it is a lot easier in some places than others, and that this is therefore not a thing that will keep haunting you.

Personally I think you are well rid of a religion that throwns hell and damnation at you, rather than invite you to something good. I never understood the point of all that, and I feel deeply saddened for people if they have a god not because they want to, but because they are afraid not to. It must be very stressful.