You are far from alone. I wish that helped more, but realize it doesn’t do much.

I would suggest reading and attempting to self-discover your specific interests as a start to your exploration. The Forums here are a wealth of information – be sure to dig through old threads too. There are a lot of nice folks in the chatroom if you wish to chat. The Story (Story Archive) section here is another vast source of entertainment – err, I mean enlightenment. Make a mental note of what excites you, what attracts you, and also of what turns you away. By shifting through your mind this way, you begin to explore what it is that you – personally – are interested in. Every one of us is different. I hope this helps you. Enjoy your journey and welcome to the Library.