Electricity was not my favorite. I was scared to death of it. The Dominant wanted me to do it. "No no no no no. I can't." The other dominants in the room actually yelled at my Dominant and said it is a limit with her so don't force her. Now, for me I was scared to death but the truth is I did want him to force me. He heeded at that point and did it to himself only to show me that it felt good.

In another session I am completely restrained by this same man. Sitting on my bum, arms out and bound, legs spread and bound, head bound, waist bound, and naked. He pulls out a violet wand and plugs it in in front of me and says, "I know you can take this for your Master." I became sick really. I thought, f***! But he said, "I am not going to do anything you have not consented to but I want you to consider doing this for me." I said, "Okay." I was scared but I so wanted to overcome my fear.

"Okay," he said. "I will use low voltage and we will work our way up." He got it near me and turned it on and I could see the electricity. He tapped it on his arm and it made this popping noise. Eeks I thought. Then he tapped it on my inner leg near my genitals. I survived. It was almost nothing. I realized that while it wasn't my favorite, I had done something important for myself which was to face a fear. He changed the bulbs, increased and decreased the electricity and finally he used it on my privates and yep I did, in the end, tell him to crank it up.

He smiled and was proud of me for making the effort, for trusting him and for going through a hard limit.