this makes me think how so many chrixt ppl worship a crucifix a torcher device as a symbol of there faith and if on a crucifix you too after some time will accept your place and endure shock and fall in subspace were your biological nervous system will adapt to such torcher that you might feel it as a pleasure with out a choice in the matter. i ask is this spiritual or is it close to death that we awake to such euphoria?