Exhibitionism

[Hime]

Oh there's a difference between the two I think, Silke.

One aspect being that the covert acts are ones that
tend to instill that small element of fear in knowing
you risk discovery and what someone might
think of such shamelss behavior.

It's that rush of adrenaline, that element of risk
that entices many to push the envelope a little
more each time when the game is afoot.

In some regards (not all or all people) exhibitionism
fuels a need to validate and boost self worth
and ego. A means of saying hey look at me,
I'm not just anybody, some nameless face in the crowd.

It's all a matter of perception, indiviual choice and what as
they say floats your boat to which if any way one
might lean on these two fronts.

For the most part I consdier myself a private person,
one that doesn't really need to see myself through the
eyes of others but rather as who I see myself as.

I'm more inclined to enjoy a covert action for the
fun it might bring and what delights can take place if you
share it with someone.

There was one submissive who I knew for several years.
Pretty much trapped within herself and keeping all her
desires tucked neatly away from family, friends and
co-workers.

The job she held was at an executive level so she had
to maintain a certain degree of both attitude and
decorum. I often joked with her as to what her interests
were in me. I wasn't and am not about all that muck a
muck but one who'd rather shoot it straight an be seen
as simply telling things as they are whatever the outcome.

I use to tease her about her "slumming" with me as
she always tried to maintain that prim and proper roll
except while we were in private.

Once while going to a small bar she used to visit from
time to time with friends for an after work cocktail.
I decided to turn things up on her, flip the script a little.

I forced her to wear more casual attire, even her collar
as we made a trip to the bar.
She always wore dresses or skirts of some type and that
was a plus as far as I was concerned, especially when
I told her not to wear any panties under them.

I made a point of taking a booth near the bar so I
could slide my hand up her skirt and know we'd
be seen. Watching her squirm and fight back a bit
so she wouldn't be seen by those she knew as being
some common tramp in their view.

Rubbing her cunt through her pantyhose and feeling
her shy away, pushing my hand out from under but
still in a small way getting all the more wet as she
looked around like some frightened little animal to
see who was watching us.

I kept telling her I know your going to cum so just
let it happen. Why not be who you are?
Be what you are? I told her how the people, both
men and women had already seen what I was doing
to her so why pretend otherwise.

There was no doubt from how wet the crotch of her
pantyhose got that she came off more than a couple
times and a lot of it I know had to do with us
being watched.

When I pulled her close and had her turn so I could
rip a hole in her crotch panel she was shaking like a
leaf. I was totally stoked as well because I looked to
see who was watching what was happening in our booth.

All those grins, nods and giggles from the men and women
at the bar, some of them friends of hers, HELL Yesssssssssss!!!

Under the table I fingered her off for most of the time we
spent at the bar. All that sweet cunt honey just leaking
out and soaking those pantyhose, God I fucking loved it.

We couldn't wait to get back to her apartment to go
animal on each other and we didn't. In the parking lot
outside the bar we ended up behind her Lexus and I pulled
those pantyhose down, bent her over the trunk and
busted that pussy wide open.

I just didn't care at that point and nether did she.
Sure we could have been caught like that at any minute
but it made it ALL the more better knowing we could.

Hell I was so fired up I wouldn't have even cared if
a group had formed around us and several other guys
started jacking off while they watched. Maybe some
of the women sucking them off or fingering themselves
as we got just plain buck ass nasty.

Maybe shoot their loads in her face as I came up her
and emptied my balls to the very last drop. I just
didn't care. It was all good at that point.

Damn now this has gotten me to wondering maybe
in some small way I'm both of what you'd asked
the question on. I don't know for certain
but I do know what I like.

um, ok, I think I need a cold shower now...