Quote Originally Posted by kelly25
As for the lack of data/info - I started and then realised how much of a nutter I sounded, so I'll leave that for now!

I didn't think you sounded like a nutter giggle. Not at all. I understood exactly what you were saying.
It's such a big step to go from a "normal woman" to a submissive. I too serve because I have to, not because it's required.
All of us newbies struggle with these issues.
What is it they always say "the only dumb question is one not asked."

Complete trust mentioned by Uncle Ed
Seems to me to be so important. How can you completely let go if you don't completely trust?
Just my two cents.