How did you get started online?

[Lillyrose123]

I have always been interested in kinky sex... I can remember my first sexual thoughts when I was around 5 or 6 years old... at that time in society, people were not as up tight about children exploring each other... it was a "you show me yours and I'll show you mine" mentality...so.. me and some of my friends would "play doctor." Over the years I found myself interested in porn and after suffering a stroke in December 2005, lost my job because of the stroke, I found myself with not a lot that I could do, due to the limitations of the stroke... I was at home alone a lot... so I started to explore...

I found BDSM Library through another site that specializes in erotica.. after lurking in the shadows for nearly a year, I joined... then I discovered the chat room...

I am in a vanilla marriage with a guy who lost interest in me when I had the stroke... The stroke may have changed somethings, but not my desire for sex nor the ability to enjoy someone intimately.

I am searching for a Master who will understand my desires, wants and needs... one who will accept that for now O/our relationship is on-line to begin with and may move to r/l at some point in time...