How do you deal with death?

[Oak]

Its getting better little by little though I found my self crying a short time today while feeling lonely. All of you have been so very kind and good to me. Acouple of you have even called (Never had one much less 2 calls from overseas before. You don't realise how much you've meant to me deep in my heart. This sub feels like she belongs to all of you.

Glad to hear that you're starting to feel better. Even though this holiday season probably won't make things easier to you.
Lots of Christmas hugs and warm thoughts