Quote Originally Posted by Flaming_Redhead View Post

I know she has a point, but I'm stubborn as hell.
You can be stubborn or you can find your way to a better place. It's your choice. You sabotage yourself and don't seem to care how much you hurt yourself in the doing of it. Well, I do care, which is why I won't blow smoke just to make you feel better.


I know part of it *is* my fault because I'm a flirt and an attention whore
These behaviors account for more than just part of the fault. Over and over, you're teaching people how to deal with you. You aren't doing yourself any favors in the way you're going about it.


(and manic-depressive),

So get some help. And before you make excuses about time and money and such, there is help available if you really want it. I'll help you find it if you want me to.


I'm angry at myself for my lack of control and judgment when I'm out partying. I just wanna blow off steam...*pouty pout* But I know I'm a bit over the top.
The key to changing anything is in the knowing.


And I'm angry at friends and guys for not being more in control of themselves which really isn't fair.
It's not fair at all. You don't control yourself, so why are you expecting them to control themselves?


AND I'm angry at VoodooMan for not taking control of me.
How about you get in control of yourself and stop expecting another to do it for you!


You are SO much more than you give yourself credit for. I'm angry at your continued refusal to give yourself even half a freaking chance.