I wish it was easy for me. I moved from a place that was very open minded, back to a small -minded community. I tried once to talk about BDSM stuff with someone and now she's all distant and kind of looks at me like I"m a freak.

I'm going to try and connnect with people in the city here, i know there's a 'society' of some kind, I am just going crazy here. Definately not happy.

So now I am going to just keep my mouth shut unless someone asks me.