It takes a lot of strength, as a female, to come to terms with being submissive (or Dominant..).. Not knowing about this realm but knowing you desire it means your desire is pure.. The gift you offer of submission is the most treasured, valuable thing on Earth and should be revered as such by your prospective Dom(me)..
Never settle for less..
And I welcome your questions if you ever want to talk more..
edit: the reason I say coming to terms with being a sexual deviant is hard on Women specifically is b/c of the social connotations of the masses.. ie: a Woman who loves to fuck and/or get fucked is a filthy, dumpster, whore (Yes, I speak from personal experience.. But I was actually referred to as a dumpster-trash-whore..).. while a man who loves to fuck is revered.. etc..