Amber since the first time i read one of your posts you have captivated me. Hearing your struggle with love has touched a lot of people, as I have seen on another thread. Thank you for putting in your kind words. What you said touched me and made a lot of sense. Thank you. I hope that one day it gets better for you, and J. Whether I mean that in a ‘hope your paths cross again,’ or ‘I hope you two find happiness else where’ I hope that it happens to the both of you.

However, I keep coming back to one thing that I just can't ignore: to be able to hurt this deeply means I loved equally deeply.

that hit home. Again, thank you!