I was married and bored football widow, after getting married our sex life had dried up and I needed more.. I first found all things BDSM when I started looking for porn online (this was using dial up) -mostly was a few slow loading pics, lots of toplists and text files of stories - reading the stories i realized that lots of people were turned on by "bdsm" and that it wasnt taboo!

from there i found chat rooms and gor and spent several years online in gor rooms, divorced and spent some real time with Masters i met online. After a time online gor got to be too much about silly rules and bitchy fw and less about feeling... so i moved on.

today i play some and think one day my Master will find me