I appreciate the responses very much. but I think I may have been misunderstood about my family. They would never accept me moving to another place to be with my Master. I would never want to openly say to them "Hey! This may sound crazy but I love to be tied up and spanked by my Master" they would likely die on the spot. It's just hard growing up like this and having absolutely no one to talk to about it.. I guess I'm still confused and a little scared..

And to Pixiedustboo, I appreciate your concern about my relationship with my Master very much. If you knew him the way I do you would see there is nothing to worry about <3 But again, thank you for voicing your concern ^_^