Quote Originally Posted by subjo321
i know mine is mental. i don't know how to get over the after taste. That thick, slimy feeling makes me almost vomit. i want to be able to swallow for Him but the only time i did i freaked out and i'm afraid to do it again.

I was helped to get over that problem by being given sperm in a glass a few times so I could get used to the feel and taste in private, without me having to be concerned about his reactions. Made all the difference to me - to be able to 'acclimatise' at my own pace, and with my own reactions.