Quote Originally Posted by submissivewife
Thanks Tojo. I don't feel proud of my self. I feel awful. Fighting the urge to call, email, and IM him are hard. I am trying to stay strong. Since I sent him the email I have felt as though a weight has been lifted. But my heart still aches. I know this will get better but right now it is hard for me.

Thanks Ruby, I think your great. Your encouragement is, as always, appreciated.

subwife

From what I've seen s/m, there's a few people who care about you on this forum- make the most of it. Might be time to get some support instead of giving it?

Oh & it won't get better in a big hurry, sad to say- anyone who says time heals all wounds probably isn't divorced or been through too many devastating breakups.

Here's where you find who your true friends are, speaking of 'acid tests'!

All the best,

Tojo