I want my wife to be my Mistress

[gattovecchio]

I skimmed through Elise Sutton's site and it looks very good!. I think I'll spend the next few days there, and sort out my feelings

I also found an excellent thread in the BSDM Academy: :Telling your significant other about your secret life

That thread also makes me realize that it's going to be difficult to tell my wife. I feel guilty about hiding it from her and a bit ashamed for not being able to tell her because I know how she'll react.

In the meanwhile, I'm going to continue to find ways to please. She's my secret mistress. And I believe that bit by bit she'll accept me for what I am.

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[gattovecchio]

I just want to say Thanks to all the advice you gave me. And a special thanks to Timmy (take a bow) for pushing me on to live it and share it.

I really feel that my fantasy will become a reality. I took your advice and started being more attentive to my Wife. A day doesn’t go by that I don’t compliment her on her looks, hug her, do small things that please her. In bed, we talk much more, and she’s more adventurous. Nothing kinky though.

But that’s OK. Blue Monday, you were right! I get turned on by all this. For example, she usually makes up the bed in the morning. Today, I had the day off, so she left for work with the bed undone. As I started making the bed, I started getting excited. Being all alone, I stripped naked and masturbated while making the bed. Not easy with one hand!

Then this afternoon, I picked her up at work. On the way back, she asked me if I wanted to go shopping with her. I wasn’t too keen; I wanted to go home and prepare supper. She persisted, and I finally told her “You know, you’re doing it wrong. You asked me if I wanted to, and I don’t. Had you told me – Let’s go shopping- I would have said Yes”

Later on, she said “Do you want to stop for a coffee?” And I replied “Not really, I’d rather go home. But, had you told me to stop at Tim Horton’s (best coffee in the world, by the way), I’d do it with pleasure”. She laughed and replied “I get it now! OK; I want to have a coffee; let’s go”.

Over coffee, we discussed vacation plans, and she knows that I hate traveling. She said “I don’t care what you say. As soon as I have a chance, I’ll book a flight. And then you’ll have no choice but to come with me”. Instant hard-on!

It may not sound like much, but to me it’s what I was longing for. Now she knows that I like her to take charge, and bit by bit I can share more of my feelings for her and build on it.

Almost forgot: lockedhusband, thanks for pointing me to Elise Sutton’s site. I started there and got hooked immediately. I spend the entire week reading everything I could Google on Wife Worship. It’s my world now.

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