Beatrice,

I know very little about you now so I will make just general statements.

First I think your very new to this but have dreamed of it for some time. Second you have a tendency to be a bondage slut and that is a good thing for a lot of us, I for one am primarily a bondage Dom that grew into Life and my joy with it spread with each new skill acquired. Enjoy your journey and proceed with both caution and joy.