Unfortunately, you should feel guilty as you are cheating and you must be punished. Is that better? Didn't think so. Thing is, for me, if it doesn't feel "right," It isn't right--otherwise, why would I feel guilty? So, when you know in your gut or your head that something isn't right, you probably shouldn't continue it or take steps to remove the guilt. Only you know what that would be.

Sorry I couldn't approve or disapprove--it's your life and only you can decide how to proceed--sucks being a responsible adult doen't it? Good luck kiddo.

Originally posted by LadyAmanda
I can't believe this is happening to me. It makes me mad, but it's happening.

I recently agreed to domme a younger male sub online. We are just going to play for a while. We 'spoke' last night via webcam, and agreed to play tonight.

Now the stupid part - suddenly, I feel guilty. Damn, I don't want to, but there it is. Hubby knows nothing of my other life, but I feel like I'm betraying him, which is silly when you know that Sylvie is part of my life. It just feels different; she was my best friend before we started playing together, and the fact that I know and love her gives me a different feeling about playing with her, especially since we do so much more together than just have sex. It's not like I met her for the specific purpose of d/s, it just evolved.

AAAHHH!!!!