i know this must sound naive and silly, but i didnt really think about it for a while.
i cant say i had a wonderful, sudden realisation that i was a submissive woman.
my sex life was still very much in the "boy and girl experimenting" phase.i hadnt put a boys penis in my mouth before that.
it happened that i was moved to a medical ward for a while, as part of my training and i didnt see the motorcyclist again for a few weeks.
when i returned to the ortho ward, he was still there. now though, he was no longer bed-bound. he was able to move around on crutches, his leg now in a plaster-cast.
i was told to help him bathe in the bathroom one day. he started to tell me he was sorry for what he had done; it was a lapse of control caused by his incarceration in the hospital.
he went on to say that some of the nurses gave "hand-relief" to the long-stay patients and he should have asked me first!
i said, yes he should. this led to a discussion of the sexual needs of male patients. he said that even little things cheered them up, like a nurse flashing her titties or pantys and stocking tops.i blushed a little, because i liked to wear black stockings, rather than the tights which were just becoming popular with women.
it excited me to think that older men like him could fancy me to the point of being turned on by my clothes!
i decided to see if i could tease the men a little. i came to work with tiny pantys which exposed a lot more of my bum-cheeks.
i began to bend a little more when picking things from the floor or making beds.i was gratified to start hearing wolf-whistles as i worked.
i think my life as a sub began when i started to accede to requests from patients to wear particular items of underwear and to start showing more of my boobs when giving bed-baths or dealing with dressing changes etc.