Widget, i feel you are on track as well but there is a difference between giving and receiving as well, there is the partner to consider as well. that person and you are with must be on the same level.

I used to receive enimas on a regular basis growing up because my system wasn't working properly, but i do appreciate the doors that have opened in my life since joining here and the experiences in enjoying watching someone recaieve one from me and the close connection that goes with it. Alchohol is a differnt edge to the ones i got as a child but i do wish to experience one at this time of my life. I have learned new things and thoughts since meeting someone who has opened my eyes to things i only had in my past vanilla life. there are many different things that can be used and as far as i am concerned i like to oral annaly after and do like a clean asshole in my mouth, not that anything else turns me off about ass munching a woman. i know whats involved and am willing to forgo the (what most consider) the ugliness of the act, watching, hearing and feeling your partners excitment is a huge turn-on to those that enjoy it. everyone does have their own kink and as such should be respected. I guess in the end its all what you are up too that counts but never be afraid to voice what you want.