Quote Originally Posted by Aeneas
The topic may seem weird, but would any feedback.
I never had any for years, from what I can remember, probably not since my adolescence and then I suddenly had several during my last meaningful relationship. I never thought of them as having anything to do with insecurity but Gary has just put the thought in my head that they might. There was no outward sign of BDSM but they were very much about domination I suppose, hmm maybe just pure aggression would be a better description. I was very much in control and doing what the hell I liked with my dream partner who was the person I was having a relationship with.

I remember a couple of vivid sequences, one where I was anally fucking her from behind and had her face pushed up against a mirror so she could see just how sexually angry I was. I presume if it was real she would feel how sexually angry I was. Another sequence I remember making my partner watch as as I performed a whole reportoire of sexual acts on an anonymous lover. Another where I watched my partner be taken by two or three men who at some point disappeared and I found myself, well, fucking the hell out of her mouth I guess.

They were always very intense, very vivid and very aggressive and I enjoyed them so much I tried to hold onto the dreams once I woke up.