Humiliation has always been a big part of my fantasies. When I first came on the internet I loved reading stories where the woman was raped and humiliated, yes, I know that's sick. When it came to bestiality though, I'd stop reading as soon as there was any indication of the story going in that direction. I just couldn't imagine that there were men who would subject a woman to such a horrendous act! (Remember my fantasies were of rape, not willing women). Over the years my humiliation fantasies have become stronger and I have to admit that in a few chatrooms I've let the scenario go into a dog rape. The humiliation of even responding as if being raped by a dog was extremely disturbing yet got me excited. I was (am) disgusted with myself with going through with these fantasies and can't quite explain why I did so. In real life I am totally different, but my fantasies seem to get darker and darker. Very scary.