Opps, I made a stupid mistake.

I have a major problem saying no, and I was feeling low. I got a phone call from an old play partner and couldn;t say no. Things got a little scary and I wanted to get out but I couldn't, but hey . . . What doesn't kill us makes us stronger.

But, the main thing is, I am well on the road to recovery now. I still miss him, like really really, but I'm getting there. He doesn;t haunt my every wakiing moment. The feeling of absolute rejection is getting weaker everyday. I know I'm lovely! He was just too damn stupid to realise it!

I'm back at work now that the holidays are over, which is also helping to keep my mind off of it.

Thanks again for all your support and advice, it's been really helpful, and it's always nice to know that somone cares.