Oh hun. ::hugs::

I have to agree with sl, please don't turn to alcohol. That's not a good path to take, and WILL make you feel worse. People have already said what I would have, so all I can say now is to talk about it. Use this thread, pm's, IM's, r/l, anything.. but you need to talk (and all the rest)

Baby, (who wants to hug you tightly.)