i've been debating answering this post for some time. i think many people on this site know i was formerly enslaved to a Mistress named Michelle who trained me in this rare form of humiliation known in the BDSM world as "forced bestiality." When She announced that this is what She wanted to do to me, something really came over me, i guess you could call it a primal urge - bestiality is such a raw form of sex on its most basic level and considered such a taboo and off-limit subject by most people. Just imagine being a slave faced with the prospect of serving as an animal fucker (i really don't like watered down euphemisms) and suffering the intense humiliation of performing this sexual deed not only for my Mistress, but also everyone She wished to invite to see my animal antics. This wasn’t to be a one time or few time thing either. She had drafted up a new contract in which i would be agreeing to be chastised and then ONLY permitted to fuck animals - the contract basically stated that i was agreeing to fuck nothing but animals for the rest of my life. Something came over me reading this over and over again and suddenly i picked up the pen and signed it!

Two of Mistress Michelle’s friends witnessed my signing of the contract and actually, i signed three copies of this document and one copy went to each of Her friends to hold onto in case something happened to the original. Mistress Michelle’s dog, Duchess, was led out into the room. It was obvious that the animal was in-heat and that’s why this ceremony was taking place right then. Anyhow, moments later i found myself fucking Mistress Michelle’s dog while the three Women watched, laughing and cheering me on as i moved my cock in and out of the animal’s body.

What’s really funny is the fact that this took some time and effort to set up. i didn’t realize that for more than a year, Mistress Michelle had already tagged me to be trained as Her animal fucker. She got Duchess shortly after i became Her slave. She would have me play with Duchess when the animal was still a puppy and take Her for walks and other such normal human/animal interactions. All of this was to make the bond between the animal and myself stronger and also so i’d gain the animal’s trust. This trust between the animal and the slave i believe is an important part of this.

Anyhow, i spent just over 10 years serving Mistress Michelle in this capacity. Yes, that also means i spent 10 straight years fucking nothing except animals. Having Mistress Michelle invite people over to watch me fuck the animal and having Her tell them that She only permitted me to fuck animals had to be the most humiliating part of this. One thing to remember is the fact that every time i was allowed to fuck, it was with an animal and every time i did it, there was never any privacy for me, my Mistress was always there if not several other people watching me. Having beautiful Women there, seeing me fucking an animal, laughing at me has always been the most humiliating thing. Imagine having a Woman watching me fuck an animal with me knowing i’ll never have a chance to fuck Her, knowing that She’d never want me to after seeing me fuck an animal!

Now this part is even harder to explain. Why, after Mistress Michelle freed me, have i been looking for a Mistress to continue training me as an animal fucker. Especially since i do not consider myself to be a zoosexual, i am not particularly sexually attracted to animals. i am sexually attracted to Women. But i agreed, signing a written contract, that i would spend the rest of my life as a slave fucking nothing else but animals and doing it as entertainment for other people. If my training only lasted a year or so, things might be different, but spending 10 years serving as an animal fucking slave is something that can’t be ignored or not have an effect on a person. i find myself seriously committed to keeping this promise i made.

Well, after searching for a Mistress for a few years, i think i’ve finally found one to do this to me. It’s not so much that i’ve had trouble finding a Mistress interested in doing this to me. i’ve contacted probably a thousand or so Mistresses in my search and have had positive responses from a hundred or so of them. But besides looking for someone willing to do this, i was seeking a certain amount of enthusiasm, dedication and most importantly someone i trusted to use me this way. Anyway, things look good and i may soon be under training as an animal fucker once again.

If this happens, i’ve posted before my intentions to keep a journal of my training on this site. There will probably also be inputs from my Mistress concerning my training as well. Also, to uphold the integrity of my journal, i have found one person “on this site” i trust who’ll be introduced to my Mistress online, get to know Her and then be allowed to watch me perform fucking an animal via webcam. Many of You know this person and think trust (ha, i’m not going to identify them as a male or female) “them.” This person will then add a testimonial to my journal to verify that they know my training to be real and that they have seen me fuck an animal. my Mistress may decide to allow other people to verify my training as well, but they will only get this opportunity if She feels She can trust them. W/we are talking about bestiality here after all. i do think knowing my training is real will increase the enjoyment for everyone reading my journal.

But anyway, in answer to the question, and with everything i’ve just stated, i guess You know my answer that this is not a fantasy for me.
slave gary