(sigh!)

The trouble is i have led a sheltered Life and have NEVER seen a porn movie. Except on the Net. Which, in it'self was a steep learning curve for me. (blush)

In the countries that i have lived, it is really looked down on for any woman to go to a porn movie place. I guess that's not true the World over. I must travel more!

Dr.Tester (YN Humiliator) has been a great inspiration to me and has given me a depth of dark imagination that i didn't know i possessed.

By the way, i'm back from our 'holiday'. We exchanged farms for 4 weeks with a family that has no pc. You see, we really are backwoods style here. Now i have the usual chores of cooking, washing, ironing, scrubbing, serving the Men, mucking out the stables, mucking out the pigs, mucking out the dairy, mucking out the kids, midwife to all, breast feeding the babies and even breast feeding 3 piglet runts to stop their moms eating them. So at the end of the day, i s'pose i understand humilation, being used and cannibalism. Pretty cool eh? (smile)


Mind you, i never let Men get me down on my knees too often, altho' i must admit that when my Hubby gave me a pair of knee pads for Xmas, it did demonstrate His Love for me. My Ex. pushed his luck once too often and being proud of my cooking, let me use my expertise.