Thank you for the sympathy.
It took a while to move on. I went and moved out right after I got out of the hospital, of course; took along a friend of mine (large black male friend!) and moved my stuff out and back into my mother's house. But the experience left a bad impression on me, and I didn't even date for almost seven or eight months. Then I did start going out again, but with a vanilla man. And all my relationships since then were vanilla. I met my husband in late 2000, and we got married after two years of dating, and I now have two wonderful boys, ages 2 and 1. So yes, life is a lot better, and I hope no one's ever forced to do something like that like I was. A D/s relationship should be based on mutual respect and trust, and if a Dom really cares about their sub, bestiality would be something that is mutually agreed on by both parties, not chosen by one and forced onto the other regardless of his/her limits.