Myri,

I understand your fantasy. It is something I will never experience because Woodsman just doesn't like the extreme play. It is a turn off to him so it won't happen. But the fantasy is very erotic to me.
I don't think the reality would be as erotic, though, mainly because I am not a true masochist. I'm a semi-masochist, if I may coin a new term.

semi-masochist- 1. one who enjoys some pain, in some parts of her body, sometimes 2. one who thinks she is a masochist but screams bloody murder and begs for it to stop if feeling any real pain.