I don't know if this topic has a purpose except to let me vent.

Some of you are quite familiar with the situation I'm in. Hell it was the reason I sought out this board. My first post almost 2 months ago was in relation to it.

I'm sorry to say that things haven't improved. Despite numerous promises on his part. I'm at the breaking (and boiling) point. I've just had it. Not returning phone calls, but then crawling back a few days or a week later with some excuse about why he wasn't around this time.

It's always something. Well, excuses are like assholes. Everyone has got one and some stink more than others.

I did think my search was over. But over the past two months it has become glaringly obvious that it isn't. But here's the rub, I am sick to death of looking. Yeah yeah, you find it when you're not looking. Blah blah. Know all that. Found him when I wasn't really looking either. Lucky me. Heh.

I'm sick to death of wading through piles of fucktard AOL graduate doms. I'm sick and tired of even dealing with it. It's like the same dance number keeps repeating and repeating.

I feel like that idiot woman, Susan Powder, and want to scream "STOP THE INSANITY!"

It just doesn't ever seem to end. It's like why the fuck even bother if this is all that is out there. In person, on the net. Doesn't much matter. People lie regardless. The only advantage that in person has is that you can kick their ass face to face after they've pissed you off.

Heh, it's amazing... the internet has opened so many doors for me in my life, unfortunately all the scum seems to be oozing in.