I'm not a sadist, though I do have nastily creative, sadistic ways to hurt the me in my head...!
I come up with these things mostly beccause that's the only way I can satisfy the little masochist in my head. I love my Hubby, and my kids are wonderful, but I really do wish he were just a tiny bit more into the lifestyle...but since he isn't, I have to make do with what's in my head. Making up creative little tortures for the imaginary Dom in my head to do the psychic version of me is one outlet I have for my...frustration.