Quote Originally Posted by slavelucy
One thing - you are absolutely RIGHT when you say "He had no right to induce these thoughts and feelings within me if he was going to walk away without a word...and you must really focus on that, his behaviour is thoughtless and deeply ignorant and insensitive and it is not, in anyway your fault, regardless of something you may or may not have said in that journal that put his nose out of joint.

*hugs*

lucy x
Thank you for saying that. Right now everything is turned upside down for me. I couldn't help but wonder if I was possibly over-reacting. I'm still stunned and I'll be that way for a bit. Some part of me is going to be holding out hope for a day or two. And then... it'll be done and he'll be gone... without a word. And it'll be final.

It just seems like a lose lose situation all the way around. I don't want to learn bitterness. I don't want to learn anger. And I, heaven forbid, don't want to be so wary that I look at men differently.

*sigh*

I'm rambling.