well, no i dont want pain to go with it if possible but that seems highly impossible doesnt it.

well i dunno. he's tried doing it with me doggie style. but usually once he gets a bit of it in... i just squirm away which i dont want to, but i keep thinking it'll hurt like hell so i just yeah, escape

so yeah that's why i was wondering if there was another way i could do it, without tearing anything inside