Originally posted by VAMPIRELLA
i think i can relate to what subsandyha is saying... though i am not of indian decent i can understand what she is going through. i'm asian and live in canada. my parents are also strict and wouldn't want me to practice these "vices". if they know that i am tapping into this they would sooo disown me...
likewise i'm asian and live in asia... which is even worse and i hope awfully hard that my parents or family will never find out what i get up to outside or yeah, i'll probably get disowned as well.

but similiarly to subsandyha, i only entertain ideas of submitting to someone who's not of my race, but 'white'. i dont know why on earth this is the case.... but i guess i dont really need to know do i