thinks i may have lost the plot totally....Sir this morning turned round and told me that He wants us to be more equals...thus would prefer i not call HIm Master all the time when alone....told me He wants one of my new years resolutions to be my being more assertive towards Him ......
He still wants to give me the pain i ask for.... ...but for me they all go hand in hand....sighs.....sorry for the outburst..but had to get this one off my chest....