i was very touched by everyone's story, so much so that i thought i would share mine:

i married the first time to escape a VERY abusive father when i was 16 (many moons ago...gosh...that was 20 years ago now). The man i married was 10 years older than i. He was old enough to have discovered what he liked and wanted and i was not experienced at all. i think he married me because he liked the idea of "teaching" a young one the ropes or maybe he just felt sorry for me...who knows.

He introduced me to his "world" via a pornographic magazine. He got the expected response...i started asking questions. Door opened!! He began gently...he was in all respects a gentleman and treated me with respect at the same time requiring ABSOLUTE submission. i responded quickly and it wasn't long before we were living a 24/7 lifestyle. People around us had no idea what we were doing, other than i worshipped him and he worshipped me. WE progressed nicely until a woman showed up on my doorstep with belly bulging nicely due to my husband's indiscretion. Well, i was submissive, but a child was above and beyond what i had signed up for. i left.

i was alone for several years, worked HARD to make ends meet. i eventually met my current husband who is SO vanilla, but is a loving man none the less. He knows of my penchant for this lifestyle but is totally uninterested. i recently met Wontworry here, we hit it off and have begun the journey of an online relationship. My husband knows and is totally OK with it.

i have lurked here for a long time... i am so glad i did...it has been so wonderful chatting with everyone that i have had the pleasure of meeting...and i can't wait to meet those of you that i haven't had the pleasure.