Deception

[slaveangel{HM}]

I stand at the mirror
Gazing upon myself
Wondering what went wrong?
How my heart became so open
Trusting and loving
To such a man
A man with the same life
But held two different hearts
And minds in his hands

Clinging to the other lost soul
Comforting and reassuring
Trying to crawl out of the darkness
The light stinging my body
Soul crushed and strangled

I trusted so much
For me it was something huge
Usually afraid to trust and speak
Giving little pieces here and there
My heart and mind ripped out
Trampled on, sobbing in shame

My fault
My shame
My pain
My sorrow

Help me
Help us

I can't breathe
I want to crawl
Curl up and die

[Timberwolf]

This is NOT your fault.

You are not alone.

I know we don't know each other well, but if you need me, I'm here.

[SheepishJaina]

angel, You are a beautiful person whom I have just started to get the honor of getting to know. If I could take away even an ounce of your pain and bear the weight of it for you, I would. Please do not hesitate to talk to me ANY time you need to. Your family, us, your friends, are here to support and love you.

[~hellish one~]

~hugging angel up tight~

you know how i feel hon...i told you last night. it's NOT your fault. you did NOTHING wrong, except be the wonderful person we all know you to be.

[karin]

*sighs...just hugs you tight*

[moptop]

It is not your fault, it is not your shame. My heart goes out to you.

[Echoes]

feels such pain, unsure why but wishes she could help ease this, take some of it away...
softest hugs
gentle whispers
~echoes~