my first sub experience

[jennybrooks]

twenty years ago i didnt know what being a sub was. i didnt even know about bondism or much about sex at all.

i was a trainee nurse in a general hospital. i was working on an orthopaedic ward where many of the patients were being treated for fractures.

i was 19 then. we wore the "proper" nurses uniform in those days, not the two-piece scrub-suits that are now worn by both sexes.

on one particular occasion i was sent to bed-bath a man of about forty whose leg was in traction after a motorcycle accident. his treatment was a long-term problem and he was probably very bored and sexually frustrated.

i pushed the wash-trolley to the bedside and drew the curtains. he was lying partly propped up against the bed head. he had reddish hair and a full beard which was neatly trimmed.

i pulled the bed covers back to find he was completely naked and had a firmly erect penis. i ignored his erection because i had been warned that this often happened and the men could not help it.

i began to sponge his upper torso slowly with lather when something knocked my paper nurses cap off my head and onto my forehead. i was trying to straighten it with my free hand when he grabbed my hair, which was tied in a tight bun at the nape of my neck.

i gasped with the pain and he pushed my head down onto his penis which passed straight into my slightly opened mouth.

i had never done this to anyone, indeed i had no knowledge of such a sex act. my boyfriends had always treated me with respect and had never pressured me into doing anything like that.

of course i tried to pull away but he was too strong and kept me in position, the head of his penis touching the back of my throat but pressing firmly so i didnt gag.

he held me still for a few moments, waiting i suppose, for me to settle down and get used to the situation. i was stunned and shocked by the event and too baffled to work out what was happening.

when he was ready, he began to work my head up and down so that my mouth slid up and down his shaft. each time the head came to my lips he
pushed my head down again so that it never left my mouth completely.

his hips moved gently in time with my mouth, setting up a rhythm to which i became adjusted. i suppose i was in a complete daze because when he released my bun i continued to move my head up and down at the same speed as before.

with one hand he began to stroke my hair like i was his dog. he was muttering softly so as not to be heard by anyone outside the curtains. at first i couldnt hear what he was saying; i assumed he was murmurring endearments. with his other hand he was working the root of his penis and lifting his testicles so that my lips brushed them on each downstroke.

soon his movements became more urgent, the head going deeper into my throat and making me cough past the shaft. now i could hear what he was saying more clearly. he was repeating, "good cunt, good little cunt" over and over.

then he ejaculated and his hot semen jetted into my mouth and laryinx. it was salty and stank badly. i tried to get away from it but he was ready and grabbed my hair again and held me in place. i retched and the hot sticky fluid came out past the penis and also down my nose like a dollop of snot.
when the throbbing of his penis subsided he released his grip.

i grabbed a towel and used it to wipe my face clean and to spit the remnants of his cum into.

strangely, i didnt run out crying and sobbing. instead i tidied up my cap and finished off his bed-bath, even drying off his genitals properly.

i straightened his covers and left his bedside, i didnt know if any other staff or patients were aware of anything untoward. i didnt report the incident to anyone.

[scandalous pleasure]

twenty years ago i didnt know what being a sub was. i didnt even know about bondism or much about sex at all.

i was a trainee nurse in a general hospital. i was working on an orthopaedic ward where many of the patients were being treated for fractures.

i was 19 then. we wore the "proper" nurses uniform in those days, not the two-piece scrub-suits that are now worn by both sexes.

on one particular occasion i was sent to bed-bath a man of about forty whose leg was in traction after a motorcycle accident. his treatment was a long-term problem and he was probably very bored and sexually frustrated.

i pushed the wash-trolley to the bedside and drew the curtains. he was lying partly propped up against the bed head. he had reddish hair and a full beard which was neatly trimmed.

i pulled the bed covers back to find he was completely naked and had a firmly erect penis. i ignored his erection because i had been warned that this often happened and the men could not help it.

i began to sponge his upper torso slowly with lather when something knocked my paper nurses cap off my head and onto my forehead. i was trying to straighten it with my free hand when he grabbed my hair, which was tied in a tight bun at the nape of my neck.

i gasped with the pain and he pushed my head down onto his penis which passed straight into my slightly opened mouth.

i had never done this to anyone, indeed i had no knowledge of such a sex act. my boyfriends had always treated me with respect and had never pressured me into doing anything like that.

of course i tried to pull away but he was too strong and kept me in position, the head of his penis touching the back of my throat but pressing firmly so i didnt gag.

he held me still for a few moments, waiting i suppose, for me to settle down and get used to the situation. i was stunned and shocked by the event and too baffled to work out what was happening.

when he was ready, he began to work my head up and down so that my mouth slid up and down his shaft. each time the head came to my lips he
pushed my head down again so that it never left my mouth completely.

his hips moved gently in time with my mouth, setting up a rhythm to which i became adjusted. i suppose i was in a complete daze because when he released my bun i continued to move my head up and down at the same speed as before.

with one hand he began to stroke my hair like i was his dog. he was muttering softly so as not to be heard by anyone outside the curtains. at first i couldnt hear what he was saying; i assumed he was murmurring endearments. with his other hand he was working the root of his penis and lifting his testicles so that my lips brushed them on each downstroke.

soon his movements became more urgent, the head going deeper into my throat and making me cough past the shaft. now i could hear what he was saying more clearly. he was repeating, "good cunt, good little cunt" over and over.

then he ejaculated and his hot semen jetted into my mouth and laryinx. it was salty and stank badly. i tried to get away from it but he was ready and grabbed my hair again and held me in place. i retched and the hot sticky fluid came out past the penis and also down my nose like a dollop of snot.
when the throbbing of his penis subsided he released his grip.

i grabbed a towel and used it to wipe my face clean and to spit the remnants of his cum into.

strangely, i didnt run out crying and sobbing. instead i tidied up my cap and finished off his bed-bath, even drying off his genitals properly.

i straightened his covers and left his bedside, i didnt know if any other staff or patients were aware of anything untoward. i didnt report the incident to anyone.

WOW. What a story. I feel bad for being turned-on by something so clearly non-consensual. . .

But how did it make you feel, Jenny? Did you respond in some way other than with shock? Did you think of it after? Was it some kind of turning point? Or just one of those crazy stories from your youth?

[jennybrooks]

i know this must sound naive and silly, but i didnt really think about it for a while.
i cant say i had a wonderful, sudden realisation that i was a submissive woman.
my sex life was still very much in the "boy and girl experimenting" phase.i hadnt put a boys penis in my mouth before that.
it happened that i was moved to a medical ward for a while, as part of my training and i didnt see the motorcyclist again for a few weeks.
when i returned to the ortho ward, he was still there. now though, he was no longer bed-bound. he was able to move around on crutches, his leg now in a plaster-cast.
i was told to help him bathe in the bathroom one day. he started to tell me he was sorry for what he had done; it was a lapse of control caused by his incarceration in the hospital.
he went on to say that some of the nurses gave "hand-relief" to the long-stay patients and he should have asked me first!
i said, yes he should. this led to a discussion of the sexual needs of male patients. he said that even little things cheered them up, like a nurse flashing her titties or pantys and stocking tops.i blushed a little, because i liked to wear black stockings, rather than the tights which were just becoming popular with women.
it excited me to think that older men like him could fancy me to the point of being turned on by my clothes!
i decided to see if i could tease the men a little. i came to work with tiny pantys which exposed a lot more of my bum-cheeks.
i began to bend a little more when picking things from the floor or making beds.i was gratified to start hearing wolf-whistles as i worked.
i think my life as a sub began when i started to accede to requests from patients to wear particular items of underwear and to start showing more of my boobs when giving bed-baths or dealing with dressing changes etc.

[duktig flicka]

I'm a bit confused. This is a work of fantasy fiction, right? Or is this something that actually happened? I've never heard of anyone speaking so non-chalantly about being raped and subsequently sexually harassed, and I've certainly never heard of anyone referring to a real life rape as a "sub experience." Could you clarify?

[her_Joe]

I'm a bit confused. This is a work of fantasy fiction, right?

Yeah, I'm assuming so too.


her_Joe

[Ruby]

Jenny,

If this is a true story, did you ever consider that you were raped? Though it was non-con, you didn't back away when he released you. Did you enjoy it? Until the icky tasting part?

[a_curious_poet]

Very interesting experience indeed...

My mother is a nurse; however, she has never had that sort of thing occur to her. A few comments there, maybe a butt pinch here and there...but that is about it.