Pain

[fallenstar]

Pain

curled on the bed shaking, hating what ive done
a woman so caring and loving gone,
the friend she was lost
a friend and mentor lost through my stupidity
feeling the pain rising in my chest
as i know its all my fault
as i know theres no going back
huddled in a ball trying to fight
this cold emptiness
the emptiness of a friend lost
wishing i could go back and change it
knowing i am the cause of this pain

fallen....

[Red Dragon {mpellegrino}]

Wow! All I can say, makes me lost for words.


Wishing you and yours all the best.

[snowflake]

Pain

curled on the bed shaking, hating what ive done
a woman so caring and loving gone,
the friend she was lost
a friend and mentor lost through my stupidity
feeling the pain rising in my chest
as i know its all my fault
as i know theres no going back
huddled in a ball trying to fight
this cold emptiness
the emptiness of a friend lost
wishing i could go back and change it
knowing i am the cause of this pain

fallen....

i walk into the room so dark feeling very cold,
My heart filled with pain my body feeling old.
In the shadows i hear something my ears did not want to hear,
the hurt and pain of my sweet pea whimpering full of fear.

I go to her and hold her close to make her understand,
i may be hurt but i am not lost as i take and kiss her hand.
Sometimes words have more meaning then we really want to hear,
and we take them in a way not meant sometimes totally out of fear.

Sometimes we say things as well not meaning to hurt one another,
but sometimes words misunderstood can cause hurt that can smother.

At times we truly don't know what things mean or the life we lead,
and because of this words can cause misunderstanding and hurt to feed.

We were both wrong my little sweet pea, don't ever think it was just you,
You said something as a joke, and i got hurt and took wings and flew.

Not to far away from you as you see that i just could not do,
but far enough that both of us learnt a lesson between me and you.

A lesson that no matter what is said between people like me and you,

A friendship does not die.. it will always stay true.

Hugs you close and rocks you gentle it is all OK,
and once more very soon we will surely play.

hugs snow

[fallenstar]

i walk into the room so dark feeling very cold,
My heart filled with pain my body feeling old.
In the shadows i hear something my ears did not want to hear,
the hurt and pain of my sweet pea whimpering full of fear.

I go to her and hold her close to make her understand,
i may be hurt but i am not lost as i take and kiss her hand.
Sometimes words have more meaning then we really want to hear,
and we take them in a way not meant sometimes totally out of fear.

Sometimes we say things as well not meaning to hurt one another,
but sometimes words misunderstood can cause hurt that can smother.

At times we truly don't know what things mean or the life we lead,
and because of this words can cause misunderstanding and hurt to feed.

We were both wrong my little sweet pea, don't ever think it was just you,
You said something as a joke, and i got hurt and took wings and flew.

Not to far away from you as you see that i just could not do,
but far enough that both of us learnt a lesson between me and you.

A lesson that no matter what is said between people like me and you,

A friendship does not die.. it will always stay true.

Hugs you close and rocks you gentle it is all OK,
and once more very soon we will surely play.

hugs snow

curls against you hugs your waist
as she feels her heart warming again

we both have hurt we both have learned
and now we can heal and start to move on

take what we've learned, the valued lessons
let the pain heal and happy memories come in
and wait for all the new fun that will come again

hugs you tight, love ya hun

[Whippett]

kisses to you both

[snowflake]

thankyou fallen.. and thank you Whippett as i look at these poems again.. as once again words got mixed only this time it was the other way around...

At least this time it was sorted with understanding and the use of these precious poems i hold dear to my heart

love ya sweetpea

hugs snow

P.S. and well a patient Master/Sir.. winks and giggles

[fallenstar]

smiles softly as i read over the poems again, remembering the promise we made... that we'll always be friends.. we have our bumps but happily we always find a way to solve it.. to forgive and forget and we're back together ready for hugs and tickles and kisses again.. thanks snow.. love you more.. -HUGS- sweetpea...

PS....
.... giggles...